I don't know what to say since a twist of fate, when it all broke down
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now
Saturday, May 7, 2011
Last blogged @ 2:58 AM

"You left, just like that.."

HELLO.HAI.HARLO.ALOHA.HI.HEY.
I have no idea why am I posting. Maybe just to kill boredom, or I don't know? Okay, EXAMS. They're killing me. Friggin stressing me out yaw. 3 more exams to go, Art then Maths and finally D&T. Argh. It's so boring at home. I'm just sitting here all by myself just trying to think of something to do. Tryna think of something, anything just to keep me from thinking of you. o.o i'm being random. I wanna go out and yet I also don't wanna. I'm weirdweirdweird. Ohwell, I want my glee to be faster downloaded! I wanna watch it to kill my bored. I should be doing my art now though, nevermind I'm moodless so yeah. Shall facebook now. Ciao! 

; It seems just only yesterday that you were a part of me. I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong, I used to be happy, I used to smiley without reason, I used to not fake smiles, I used to not feel alone. You're arms around me tight, everything felt so right. Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong. Now I can't breathe nor I can sleep, I'm barely hanging on. I'm torn into pieces. Everything changed just like that, and it's all my fault. If only I did this. If only I did that. If only I didn't do this. If only I didn't do that. If only.. Maybe, you would still be mine. Nothing's for sure. I don't know what to do, I don't know what to feel, I don't know what to say, I don't know how to live. I made the same mistake twice, I thought we're suppose to learn from our mistakes.. in the end I committed the same mistake twice, how awesome? -.- I wish I had an instruction book, or a guide to tell me what to do and what not to do. Cuz if not, i'll be self destructing every relationship I have. Haish, idkidkidkidk. Everytime it's the same, realizing only when it's too late. When wanna do something to save it, its always too late. So much for everything. I wanna build walls like seriously, pushing everybody away.

Kthxbye.
withlotsalove,
Rynell.


Monday, April 11, 2011
Last blogged @ 6:17 AM

; Is it worth to just give up everything just like that? Just for the sake of not prolonging the pain? After all we've been through, just simply walk away from whatever we had? Or just bear with the pain? And wear masks everytime? I shouldn't let this one thing affect everything, but how can I not? It's like so hard to just pretend that nothing's going on and everything is just fine because it's killing you inside. Yeahs, people are here to be there for me, but that's just for a while.. Eventually, I would be back to square one. Come to think of it, when will I be truely happy? Everything's wrong.. I don't know why I can't think positively anymore. Yes, the guys are there to make me laugh. As I've said, its only for a while. Someone tell me what to do, cuz I don't know what I'm doing, what will I be doing, where I'm going, where I'll end up, where do I start from here and so on.. What's the point of trying anymore? When all your efforts will just go down the friggin drain? And when the other doesn't even care to try? I don't wanna play anymore, and yet I don't want it to be over.


Monday, March 21, 2011
Last blogged @ 6:41 AM


"When a girl says that she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart."

HEYLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOS!
Sorry for not posting recently, was busy and blahs -.- On Friday went to watch Gnomeo & Juliet with EmilyNgChuNing. The movie was awesome ttm (Y) So cute and funny yaw. After that had to go for church until 8pm for stations of the cross. ._. Then went to meet dear. ^^ Saturday, went for religious class. Sunday, bought more furniture. Okay, today. School was normal, I guess. Hyper-ed in the morning then like after recess emo diao. Idk why too, until now manzxc. Ohoh! And the thunder and lighting were like fcuk -'- Continuous manz. Heavy rain + Strong winds + Continuous strikes of lightning + friggin loud roars of thunder = A frggin scary atmosphere. What's up with the weather yaw? ._. spend like most of the time covering my ears and closing my eyes. Haish, still so moodless now. ): And idk why. Ohwellz.

; If I can just make everything fall where it should be, I would. If I could make life better for you, I would. But I can't. All I can do is to let you know that mine has been better because of you. 

Done crapping.
kthxbai,
Rynell. 

And oh!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHARELCHONGWENXUAN! ♥


Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Last blogged @ 8:21 AM


"Now Romeo and Juliet, bet they could never felt the way we felt."

HELLOHELLOHIHI, SAYONARAGOODBYE! 

Huhu, no goodbyes for now. For now, goodbyes aren't permanent as we only part to meet again. (: Kay, was crapping. Currently chatting with my dear and texting Emily. ^^ Watching amazing race too. So like friggin bored nownownow. ): I'm tired, but not sleepy. Weird ymy. Today woke up at 930 plus, was suppose to meet Iffah at 9 but over slept. {: Then quickly got ready, then cab-ed to school. Did batik and blahs. BLAHBLAHBLAH. Slacked in art room for a while. Then 130, Maths Olympiad. Boring tothemax onlyyyyy. Most of the time was not paying attention, texting and talking. 3.30 it ended, but still needa go for some empowerment workshop -.- It was kinda okay, I guess? The cher gave some good advices, perhaps I shall heed them. Six o'clock it ended, like finally. (Y) Then went to northpoint, then finally went home. Haish, still needa go back tmrw for literature, drama. It starts at like 10:10. So early. ._. Ohwell, like no holiday like that sia. So sad ttm. D: Kayla, i'm done crapping. (:

Goodnights&sweetdreams.
Buhbyeeeeeeeees.
withlotsalove,
Rynell. 


Monday, March 14, 2011
Last blogged @ 8:23 AM


"14022011`2100"


HAPPY FIRST MONTHSARY DEAR!

Many more months to go, yeah?
Thank you for being there, tolerating me and all, being sweet, making me smile, making me happy, being a part of my life, making me laugh, making me have a lot of memorable memories with you and manymany more! (:
I love how you make me feel, every moment with you, your sweet talks, your cuteness, how you can easily make smile, the bus rides & so much more. <:

I LOVE YOU TO THE DEEPEST CORE & AND

TO THE VERY MAXIMUM. ♥♥♥♥

Withlotsoflove,
Rynell. ♥


Saturday, March 12, 2011
Last blogged @ 7:11 AM


"There's only one thing to do, three words for you, I LOVE YOU."

WASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSUP!?
How's life people? Life's tougher nowadays yeah. More troubles, problems and all. Stay strong okays. Shall talk about the past few days. Thusday was Xiang's birthday as well as their first monthsary. (: So called celebrated his birthday at bbc, played with fire, it all started when we were trying to light up the friggin candles -.- damn wind. Then blahs, then they all used my phone to prank call people. Funnydie sia. Cracked up till my sides hurt. But, some of them really got pranked. >< Sorry for the trouble and all! It was fun though. Friday was the Sports carnival in school. My class only won for hand ball; we were the champs. The rest of the sports cmi, lolol. Then today, nothing much. Went for religious class and all. Was like bored the whole friggin day. Ohyeah, school holidays. 1 week, but needa go back for like 4 days -.- Tuesday for mathsolympiad & council thingy, wednesday for Literature, thursday&friday for floorball. No holiday liao, sad ymy. K, shall end off here. Nights&sweetdreams. ;D

Goodbyeeeeeeeeees,
Withlotsoflove,
Rynell.




Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Last blogged @ 6:22 AM

"You can be the peanut butter to my jelly."


WASSSSSSSSSSSSSUP?!
Watching american idol naozxc (Y) Chatting on msn, and texting too. School was fine. Went to school like super early, but was late. >< like, we were suppose to meet at 615. I reached at 630, lolol. It's still damn early anyways. Rehearsed our stomp then went for assembly. Geog was boring. English was okay I guess. Maths, was alright. Then had literature, It was fun. Laughed a lot (Y) Then music. STOMP! Did okay, I guess? Then Mother Tongue! I'm like taking Chinese nao. Soyeah, NO MORE FRENCH! Ihateitttm. (: Then assembly. Boringttm, about sarawak. ._. Then ppl went for their CCAs and blahs. Me, meng & emily stayed back. We did homework. GUAIMUCH. <: Ahaha. Then blahblahblah. Then slacked in the playground with Emily, Meng, Charel, Vinson, Jinyen, Yongzhi, Erwin & Mingren. FUNDIE. (Y).
That's all bah today, Nothing much to say. Cuz I like forgot what happened, stm ymy?

GOODBYE!
Withlotsoflove,
Rynell. (:




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